In my career I sit with people every day who feel they are not in control of their thoughts; their own mind has betrayed them. Recently, I’ve begun to understand the torture of what that must be like for them. To be clear, I’m not thinking about harming myself or others. If you have been a caregiver for a newborn, you may understand what I have been experiencing. It’s hard to put this experience into words because every moment with Azazel is an incredible experience in love a